Day Four: Wednesday

Wednesday I was off work, as I've said. Both because I'm a basket case, and because The Boy is very sick. He shows some slight improvement - willing to at least eat a grape or two all day long, and sip a little juice and water. Barely enough to keep from dehydrating...but enough. A little more energy, etc.

All day at home is a long time to think about things. About this "going out with friends" thing. I'm not stupid. But I want to trust her.

I'm not stupid. But I want to trust her. Just imagine, that, rolling around in your head for 12 hours. Nonstop.